A lot's happened in the past few weeks, i've had a balance of the bad and the good and it's changed me in more ways than one.
For one myself and Prosthetic-Hearts split and she fell in love with my mate Janus, i've calmed down after the whole thing since i've realised there's nothing i can do so i spose you could say i'm happy for you.
Janus's ex-gf Livv got in touch with me and it turns out we get along like a house on fire, she's coming to see me on Saturday and i want to make it a special day, so i will

The last week more or less on my own has helped, the time off school combined with lots of pk training has helped me forget my problems and i've also improved a fair bit over the last week as well. I got over my fear of konging onto concrete, and i've realised that doing that has given me so much freedom, only problem now is that it's -9 degrees celcius outside so it's not exactly idea weather for training.
I'll tell you one thing that i've learned for sure, one problem after another basically biting at your balls and slapping you in the face is never easy to deal with.
So spend time with friends, and find something to do that gets your mind off it. For me it's Parkour but not everyone's a born and bred monkey at heart, so devote your time to your passion and it'll help you through it.